Why is it so hard to move on: was listening to the music I usually do today, and...

Why is it so hard to move on: was listening to the music I usually do today, and...: "was listening to the music I usually do today, and heard it for the first time. Every song said 'kill him'. Every other song said 'love him'..."

was listening to the music I usually do today, and heard it for the first time. Every song said "kill him". Every other song said "love him". I am less than half of the person I was when I met him. I loved myself. I was confident. The only thing that made me sad was that I was alone. And then he came along. He made me feel important again. I was a single mom with a failed marriage. He was hansome, no...beautiful in my eyes. He smiled and I smiled. He asked me to dance and I did. I was 20 pounds lighter since the birth of my son. I felt here, as Precious said, for the first time in a long time. We spent every moment together. We talked all day and he hung on my every word. I spent every holiday with him and so did my son. We were on our way. Little did I know what we were on our way to. I have so much to more to this story and so much to share, but only to people that are truly ready to hear what can happen when you let your guard down. We are in a society that has lost sight of love. The things this human being did to me are some of the worst things someone could ever do to someone without killing them. This is the beginning of the end to Terri and David: Day One.

You, no YOU are not alone.

Today is harder than the first day.

I was listening to the music I usually do today, and  heard it for the first time. Every song said "kill him". Every other song said "love him".  I am less than half of the person I was when I met him. I loved myself. I was confident. The only thing that made me sad was that I was alone. And then he came along. He made me feel important again. I was a single mom with a failed marriage. He was hansome, no...beautiful in my eyes. He smiled and I smiled. He asked me to dance and I did. I was 20 pounds lighter since the birth of my son. I felt here, as Precious said, for the first time in a long time. We spent every moment together. We talked all day and he hung on my every word. I spent every holiday with him and so did my son. We were on our way. Little did I know what we were on our way to. I have so much to more to this story and so much to share, but only to people that are truly ready to hear what can happen when you let your guard down. We are in a society that has lost sight of love. The things this human being did to me are some of the worst things someone could ever do to someone without killing them. This is the beginning of the end to Terri and David: Day One.